The next time our warmth collides.


As the Sun slowly touches thy feet.
Warming me up every inch of the skin, after the night we collided.
And it all stands still,my hairs 
Trading yesterday as fare,
I run to you, in ecstatic shock.
Your golden hands that touched me, made me transcend.
Your musk, your sweat which dripped from your eyebrows to mine
Could it be wine?
That intense pleasure we had, I felt weak. Warmly weak.
The next time our warmth collides, I will tell you,
I love being weak with you, Lover.


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